I serious has no place to release my feeling and so i come back to deviant
such a long time i dint open deviant or even draw a single picture
so , i am now in a horrible study condition ... i chose medic insist or art
i dont know whether its a correct decision
but i still find myself attracted to drawing
I want to draw , i want creation, I want to become someone that can create a drawing, a manga...
But , i can no more do these thing ...
Perhaps I am not talented ...
or maybe .. i am just too afraid to chase my dream .
Such a coward ...
I just don't know what can I do to change my life ...
Its horrible , It lifeless and I hate it